Monday, May 09, 2005

change not bad or good....

Well life is changing. I don't know if I am ready for these changes. I guess I really have no option for some of these changes. I know that leaving my house that I have lived in for 23 years is going to be tough on me. I always thought it would be the happiest day. The closer it gets the harder it is for me. I know that it's going to be a good experience. I really am going to miss my mom a ton. We have definitely had our share of fights, but we are best friends. I guess this is a bitter sweet type of thing huh? Well, I'll be fine.... I have to be. I think one of my biggest fears is that I am going to be so lonely I am not going to know what to do with myself. I will be living with my sister. If you know my sister we are complete opposites. I think this is my time to really understand her and become more of a friend and sister to her. I am going to be happy! I will, I will, I will. I have to keep on telling myself that.

5 comments:

Sarah said...

I am sure you will do fine with all of the changes coming about these days. And if you ever get too lonely in the new place, you can always call and I will help you not to be bored and lonely.

B said...

Gosh....why do you have to disappear like this?

American Girl said...

I have to say some change is good ... like a change on this blog! ;o}

Seriously hope you are feeling better and getting adjusted to your new abode!

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