Monday, September 29, 2008

Rules are rules and shouldn't be broken...right?!?



So they say that rules are meant to be broken, but I'm just not feeling like I agree with that. I think that rules are rules and should be followed by EVERYONE! In this world today people have become so manipulative and conniving and know how to get whatever they want with excuse after excuse. It gets old....really old! Okay so maybe I am just venting for a minute and will feel much better after. :) It seems like most play by the rules but then you have a handful of people that can't ever do anything right and need an exception for everything. Honestly I mostly feel sorry for them because they are so dumb. So let's all just play by the rules and do things right the first time. I feel better now!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

life is hard but so worth it....


I just wonder sometimes why things happen the way they do and in the order they do. It's almost like someone upstairs is playing a joke on you! I know if it wasn't hard it would be easy and what is the fun in that?!? We are here to progress, learn and grow! Why is that so hard to accomplish?? Really I am not sure where my thought are taking me on this. I just know that my spirituality has gotten so strong in the last few months. It's amazing to me how the lord answers prayers in a round about way. I've finally learned how amazing it is and such a blessing to be a woman and all the divine qualities that come with that. I'm also realizing how important family is and hope that soon I will be able to have my own to share special times with. Life is hard but what we make of it will depend all on YOU! I am learning that and that attitude all depends on you as well. A great person I know has taught me that in the last couple years. I hope to be more charitable and loving toward all those around me. THE CHURCH IS TRUE!!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

sometimes you just need to be outside...




So a couple weeks ago it was ward conference. I had every intention of going and feeling the spirit that was much needed. My good friend Patrick came and picked me up and off we went to the conference center. It was so stinking crowded when we got there he said to me "do you want to just take a drive somewhere?" I thought for a split second and said "YES!" So off we went through Heber valley. It was beautiful! the leaves were starting to change and it was just a nice change of pace from the busy city life scenery. I would love to live up there! So we then ended up at bridal veil falls and decided to get out and walk around. It was actually my first time there. I realy enjoyed it. My point to all of this is I really did feel the spirit that day. I know we didn't quite make it to the conference but sometimes just being on gods earth and listening to the silence you can really feel that comfort and love from are father in heaven. I am so thankful for the nature that we have to enjoy it truly brings me peace!