New beginnings....

So I am told I am much too hard on myself. I just figured if I wasn't then who would be?? I am now setting some goals and attempting to better myself. I am hoping that I will not only better myself, but help others around me. I have been a selfish person the last little while and I am sorry to everyone that this has affected. I think a lot and I feel sometimes it just hurts me and gets me into trouble because I question EVERYTHING! This life is a never ending battle and I am finally figuring out that I just have to continue fighting and it is only going to get harder. I was in this imaginary world for sometime thinking that things were going to change and just get easier. I know now I need to buck up and not let anything stand in my way. So if you plan on standing in my way watch out and if you want to play then come on over!