Thank heavens....

So I have a break from the BOSS for 51/2 weeks. Hallelujah!!!! He is going away on vacation. I feel that it will be more of a vacation for his employees then him. What is wrong with me. I want him to never come back. I feel that would make life so much easier. Why do I feel this way? I am a beast that's all there is to it.
He is an only child that always gets his way and that always is right. He asks the same question 5 billion time then He asks you your opinion on something and does the exact opposite. He talks with his mouth full in your face and brushes his teeth in your face. SICK! These are just to name a few of the bugs that I have with him. So if you know of a good job please let me know....I am desperate.

Love me

So this one time....

well I still have nothing exciting to report. I did just get back from an amazing cruise. It was an adventure. I loved every stinkin minute of it. I must say everyone that went made it the best vacation ever. I enjoyed;Flying on the airplane with my scared face and JRA laughing til' she had tears running down her cheeks, riding a bus through Houston with Cellular and being picked up on by some friendly Houstonites, watching TV in my cabin, Getting to dress up in our formal dresses, Getting my hair braided in Jamaica, swimming in the middle of the Ocean with sting rays, finding out that mexico's bathrooms don't have toilet seats so I held it for 9 hours, swimming, laughing, dancing, singing to JRA, drinking my jerk sauce in the scooner bar and dancing with the oh so drunk ladies. GOOD TIMES! I could go on all night, but I won't. Thanks everyone you all rock!!!

i'm back....

hey everyone I am still alive. I know how worried you were about me. I have just been busy hybernating. I am trying to be ready to dance the night away on the cruise ship. I am so excited I can hardly stand it. My paper chain is getting smaller and smaller which means I need to start packing. Well i need to climb into bed so that's all you are getting from me for a year. Hahahaha just kidding. :) PEACE!

change not bad or good....

Well life is changing. I don't know if I am ready for these changes. I guess I really have no option for some of these changes. I know that leaving my house that I have lived in for 23 years is going to be tough on me. I always thought it would be the happiest day. The closer it gets the harder it is for me. I know that it's going to be a good experience. I really am going to miss my mom a ton. We have definitely had our share of fights, but we are best friends. I guess this is a bitter sweet type of thing huh? Well, I'll be fine.... I have to be. I think one of my biggest fears is that I am going to be so lonely I am not going to know what to do with myself. I will be living with my sister. If you know my sister we are complete opposites. I think this is my time to really understand her and become more of a friend and sister to her. I am going to be happy! I will, I will, I will. I have to keep on telling myself that.

Growing up

I guess in all reality I just don't want to grow up. When I was younger I always wanted to grow up and be an adult. I pretty much thought it was going to be so easy. It's been a rough road. I know I don't exactly have it difficult, but I have had my share of problems. I try not to look back at the negative invents that went on the last couple of years. I am so much happier with life if I just don't. Lately I have been thinking back when I was little. I had everything so easy. I played barbies and house with all my little boyfriends and my one girlfriend. I really enjoyed being outside. I remember this one time when I was playing barbies in my back yard with my good friend "cash" and she was making her barbie and ken kiss and she was being rather loud about it and I told her to be quiet because my neighbors might hear. We still laugh about that. Well that's when I see her. She is married now and has a kid so she is boring. Which leads me to my next thought that I just need to get over. Why are married people so boring? I don't want to get married for that reason...or I want to get married and show my friends that you can be married and still have fun. Ok enough of that. Now it's time to talk about my boss I am struggling with him. He is such a dork!! He freaks out over the dumbest things. I just want to tell him to " calm down" for instance today our aide is sick so I am the front desk and the aide. good times let me tell you. He is getting all up tight and worried about how we are going to have a busy spot. I know we will be just fine I have done it before. I just have to keep my mouth shut and be his puppy dog! I love my job. Well it's time to be brave and head to the back and do some physical therapy. Life is good I shouldn't complain. I just want for one day to be young again and stay home and play outside with not a care in the world. I really should have taken advantage of those days they were great!

the simple pleasures...

Soooo lately I have an obsession with making a platypus face...I am strange this I already know. So just the other day a Grreat friend gave me a cute little story book about a platypus. It made my day. I couldn't have asked for anything more. It's great when you have something that is so simple that makes you laugh when you make a silly face like a platty. Oh the simple pleasures of life are what make it! AND NOW FOR A CHEESY QUOTE.... Perceive and rejoice that life is abundant, that beauty and goodness are amply available . . . that your happiness is in your hands. - Paul Hodges

and there you have it folks!

sleeping under the desk...

Once again it is going to be one of those days when I want to crawl under my desk in a ball and fall asleep. This morning is going to be a long one. We have one patient in a 5 hour span. It's crazy that I had to get out of bed for one stinkin patient. I've discovered that I love sleep way to much. It really is just a big waste of time. I don't know why I enjoy it so much. The first thought that comes to my head when I have to wake up in the morning is...when I get off work I can take a nap. I am such an idiot! I think it' s a phase I am going through. I hope that's all it is. It's been going on now since December. Hmmmm that's when I started my new job. I wonder if that has anything to do with it?? Anywho I am going to try and make the best out of these next 5 hours and keep busy. I am also going to try my hardest not to crawl under my desk and snooze that one will be the hard one. It's so tempting! And the quote of the day.........
Finish each day and be done with it... you have done the best you could; some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it well and serenely. - R. W. Emerson

Gripes!

I get this and I don't really have much to say. I am just sitting here at work waiting oh so patiently for it to be 12:30 so I can walk over to the hospital and eat. I don't know why I eat there it makes me sick every time I do. It's just convient....oh and my boss likes me to get him chocolate chip cookies. Well I really need to keep this short and I need to go to lunch so I'm out. I promise this will get more interesting. 10-4 good buddies!